God can handle your difficult questions and use them to deepen your relationship with him.
"Am I the only one who has these doubts? What if my friends, family, or others find out I'm doubting and even deconstructing my faith in God? What is really true? Does it make me a bad Christian if I have doubts?" At some point, almost all of us have had questions about Christianity and doubts about God. We're afraid we might never find answers, yet we aren't sure if we are ready to abandon our faith altogether.